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R.I.P....RICK JAMES
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| yupp....so the time has come |
[27 Jul 2004|09:23pm] |
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yeah its true. the tuazons are leaving friday. its official. san diego here we come...whoopie...i hope you can feel the amount of sarcasm and joy i feel right now. so this week will be our last week to do whatever we want. i sure am gonna miss yallz. so lets make this week one to remember...yes??. ahhhh... sucks. but it had to happen. call me to hang out=) i'd love to hear from you....love you XOXO
♥christelle♥
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| could it be you? |
[21 Jul 2004|02:29am] |
How would your ideal girl/guy look?
Height? just as long as he isnt shorter than me
Hair color? whatever yo
Hair texture? ooooh.. if i can run my fingers through it. im sold
Eyes? ahh i love big blue, green eyes...that hits the spot
Face? i love a nice face structure with a sharp shape like jude law
Body Type? normal to athletic to smoking hottie.
Boob size (applies to boys only)? boys i recommend LYNDSAY LOHAN
Tattoos? ahhhh i like it a lot
Pierced? oh yeah...piercing are hot. just not through the nose or back of the neck something
Material?
Ideal car? whatever yo...
Living situation? living. with no situation
Career? as long as they can support themselves and be happy...sweeeet
Schooling? its a big plus
Dress? whatever...as long as they dont wear girl pants...hahahaa JK.
Personality?
Funny or serious? funny of course. but serious at times...
Shy or Outgoing? i love outgoing guys...cause they can be shy when they want to
Reserved or Crazy? ahhh crazy like me!
Cocky or Confident? confident fo sho
List any other 5 traits that are important to you...
1. humorous
2. honesty
3. trustworthy
4. fearless
5. understanding
List any other 5 traits that you don't like...
1. conceited
2. superficial
3. too serious
4. no humor
5. self doubt
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christelle typed with :
finger: christelle
palm: chgfrikstgelle
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nose: cfhyistelle
tounge: christelle
elbow: c`hfriksxtgfed,ll,ed
not bad. not bad at all
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| pleeeeease go see this movie! |
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u guys HAVE to see this movie! o man. i saw it tonight with tash...ahh sooo great!! i plan on seeing it again. and though it is considered a girlie chick flick. its still so good. take ur girl to see it. better yet take you best friend!!. who cares. its amazing.
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this entry goes out to all the loving people who always gave my sweet ass a ride=)...lol. its pay back time isnt it? SHIT!! well yeah today i oficially got my license. god. i feel pretty stupid for not having it for the longest time. but what can i say. i have a lot of great friends who were nice enough to always take me everywhere. thank you guys so much! i really appreciate it. now its my turn! dont worry. my beautiful white CRV is packed with lots of space and good music guaranteed for a very enjoyable ride. i took my test in oxnard. i missed 2. not bad. we all had a celebration tonight. watched the real world thing at 10. pretty funny shit. then had a little shin dig at del taco. apparently the place to be tonight. so thank you all for everything. i really love you all** now someone pass me the drink
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summer at the warped tour...
well. gotta say that i had thee best time ever in life!!!! even though i was soooo tired from the night before. damm that texas hold em'. anyways it was fantastic! and yes. yet another girl has been added to my list. sorry christina milian. your getting kicked off. JULETTE LEWIS is sooo on! god damn. she was soooooo hot. her stage presence, her voice, her OUTFIT! gosh damn. i was goin crazy. she's definitely got it. she was by the best band i saw play yesterday. she even signed my dollar and told me my nails were soooo cute...of course the SOUNDS were my fav.too. they were awesome as well. so i saw senses fail, juliette and the licks, the sounds, coheed, rise against, go betty go, mae, dont look down, ima robot (AWESOME as well!), and early november. got myself a shirt and CD. thanks BUDDY! saw a lot of people. some who i wanted to see, others who were whatever. lol. but all in all it was cool. got a mean sun burn. knocked out right when i got home...now its thursday and more people coming to look at the house. which is why i am awake at 11 today. pretty early for me. this weekend will be fun. yay. im gonna shower.
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so i've been thinking. and i came to a conclusion. instead of trying eveything in my power to try and get my summer to be a good one...i am just gonna sit back and just see what happens. i've tried so hard to make this a happy summer. but it's just not happening. i mean i love hanging out with everyone. i love you guys for taking my mind off this whole moving thing. but something happens and it just brings me down so fast...it sucks. i never used to be like this. but i dont know. it happens to everyone right. i just wish someone could just take away all my sadness and fears and just make me smile again the way i used to...i scare myself sometimes, cause some days i just feel like saying fuck it and just pack my things and leave already. i sit around all day. just wasting a perfect day to enjoy my summer. but i feel so empty inside. and no one there to fill me with joy. i guess im just gonna have to wait and see what happens. then there's the feeling of ONE YEAR...it's been one year since him. and all of a sudden i find myself thinking about how much he hurt me. only because its the summer...i go to the beach, rent a movie.. everything just triggers it inside my head. why should i get all upset for something that was so stupid and not even worth it. but you learn from your mistakes and i now i sware. i will be real careful. and do it right this time. but its so hard at times. you just wanna be held. the feeling that you are safe in someone's arms, is one of the best feelings someone could have...you give yourself to someone thinking he will give himself to you in the same way. but it turns out he wasn't in it for the same reason i was. its hard to feel so loved and wanted, then all of a sudden so unloved and unwanted. some of you know though, why i am attached to this and why it affects me so much. still to this day. i just wish that i can find someone who can just by three words make me feel like a million dollars. its funny how words can impact a person so much. all i ask is someone to send me a person who can relate to me in any way. someone who can talk with me and listen. someone who can give me advice and just be there for me. its hard to ask for something like that. but other's get it. so why cant i? i've been so used to being the one people come to, the one with the smile on her face, the one who brings the life to others...but sometimes, i just cant do that all the time. sometimes i need someone to do that for me...i go to sleep every night and think about the same thing. everything in my life that troubles me. i dream that i didnt have to move..i dream that i have that person who i wish for everynight. but i never see his face. i dream that all of you who i love so much would stick by my side...i dream every night that i am no longer sad and empty. but happy and filled with so much joy...i dream that i am the happiest person all over again, then i wake up. with an empty feeling yet again. i love my life. and i think i have been blessed with so many things. ive never felt this way in my life before. this is all new to me. a feeling i rather live without...my friends. my friends are my life. i dont know how many times ive said that i love all of my friends...no matter what we have been through. good and bad. i love you all unconditionally. you know that saying "a life without love, is no life at all"...right now, i say, "a life without friends, is no life at all". the reason why i get upset sometimes always has to do with someone about a friend. wether, we get in an argument. or i never see him. or she doesnt call. or they dont include me. or she forgot about me. or he chooses her over me. whatever it is. thats why i get upset. it affects me so much. i realize that friends are basically my life. i was talking to a friend the other night. and he seriously made me realize that you never turn your back on someone you care about. no matter what he or she did. you can get angry, upset, whatever. but you never push them out of your life, even if they try. you can be at the lowest point in your life and have no one to talk to. but if u just have that one person. to talk to, think about, or even just see walking in the hall. you get this realization that maybe there is hope. he made me believe that there are things in life worth fighting for. and friends are one of em. "it is better to have lost and love, then to have never loved and all"...sometimes things dont work out, and you end up losing someone who is more important to you than anything. accept that you have to give them space. let them live life happy. dont give them more worries to think about and go through. i would rather see that friend i lost, more happier than ever, living life to the fullest. i know that one day they will come back to you, because they know you will be there when they need you. be the stronger person... it was the best thing someone could ever give me. i wish i was strong like that... i like taking advice, or other's experiences and take them into my own life. let others show me that they went through it. and i can too. you cant take anything or anyone for granted. you never know when you just might lose them. and a life with regret is not a happy life to live at all. i live everyday with no regrets. live for the moment. there isn't enough time for you to sit there and think about your next move in life. if you want something go for it. with 100%. we all have this one chance to make something of ourselves...and i think we are all smart enough to not take what we have for granted. listening to everything you guys have to tell me and helping out with all your problems helps me out too. so don't be afraid to let someone in your life. let them see what you see and how you see it. let them help you. trust them. a strong trusting relationship with someone is way too precious to pass up. if u are let in, embrace it. don't turn your back. life throws you a lot of curve balls, but just hold your head up high and fight it. i love you all...and to end this... let's fuckin party*******************
♥c h r i s t e l l e♥
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[27 Jun 2004|10:02pm] |
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so...yesterday was fun. day started out with ben picking me up to go to salzer's...chris and ben split the cost for the bumblebee 81 CD. haha good CD right ben? too bad the KILLERS cd was like 16 bucks. it's 10 at Target. thats why i love that store!...anywho, after that we went to ed's graduation party... aka his brother Sam's graduation party. it was good times. good food. we played a little texas holdem. gotta say i am pretty damn good! lol. for a beginner anyways. next time we will for sure play for money. dont u guys agree that green and black's a good color together? haha...yeah so that was fun. then i came home, and cleaned up a little for the night...wow. good times. but damn it is way too hot in my house. sorry bout that. the night was cool, we didnt have too much alcohol though. but who needs alcohol. we also rented the movie elephant. but i didnt get to watch it. because of SOMEONE who was trying to do something that he wasn't supposed to...AHH. boys. god. but yeah all in all i had a good time. i got to hang with fong and brian. i miss them a lot. hung with my buddy Fernando of course. cause i was a little messed up. haha. everytime!. thanks adam for the refreshment=). but yeah i think the next party thing we will have will be our huge going away party. and yes. the rumors are true. it will be a theme party. so start giving me ideas!! we wanna go out with a bang! speaking of BANG, lets go estevan! i am in great need of dancing the night away. me and you lover. everyone is invited. so who's going to warped tour? and who are yall's looking forward to seeing?...i just wanna see the sounds...and whatever sounds good. oh yeah. you guys know about my "girls i would turn lesbian for in a second" list right? well i have 3 now. i added christina milian. she captured my heart man. what can i say...anywho, it's sunday and another week is soon to begin. tommorow i think we are going to hueneme beach, so if yallz wanna come along. COME COME! good times...peace***
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well...this week has been pretty good to me. i've actually done stuff everyday...kind of what i have been wanting for this summer. so maybe this summer it finally starting. let's hope so!...
monday: hung with the PC...got some yummy donuts from rolling pins after chris told us his DISTURBING "hook up with a guy @ a club" story. ask him and he will let you in on it. ewww! then finally for the first time this summer, we attempted another adventure to the almight "scary dairy"...we discovered that the group mentality isn't like what it was before, in a way that none of us ran off and we didnt freak eachother out. BUT we didnt reach the barn. next time. we also went to CSUCI...yeah not scary either. but we drove ben's car down the road where the 2 bodies were found...that was a little trippy. good thing we didnt walk down there right brandon? after that we called it a night.
tuesday: cabana woke me up with his calls. yay. i didnt sleep in too late. we all went to the beach. even though it was FREEZING. we still decided to go. it was good times. even got ourselves some free DVD's of the No Friends Cabo Freakfest 2003...good video. lol. after tha we visited tui at robek's. later that night we all met up again and decided to rent MONSTER, where ben, cabana, and tui apparently thought it would be a great idea to start the annual "FART OFF" never eat at taco bell again!! that stuff will bring fire to ur ass. really...
 The Hueneme Pier
 amazing surf aye...haha
 benny and cabana
wednesday: the great Bonfire night! sooo much fun. got to see a lot of people there i havent seen in awhile. thank you of course to DONNY & CHRIS for taking care of things. you guys are awesome. sorry if somr of us gave u a hard time also...what can we say. we are raging 18-19 year olds...lol. but thank you so much. we owe that night to you guys. anyways, the night was filled with some burned hot dogs, GOOD smores, tasty beverage, fun times by the huge tree thing, lots of me falling over...haha... some good music as well. and to pringles! damn those are good. it was just a fun chill night. thank you also to fernando, my homie everytime i cant seem to walk straight. haha he alway puts up with me. and we also went to see the red tide. that was awesome! but yeah, thank you also. and no worries we will have that talk.. we WILL!! and i forgive you for spending 300 at the strip club. i mean if i was with linsday lohan, i wold drop 300 too...lol... i say we do the bonfire again sometime...any takers?
 WE SUPPORT PRINGLES!!!
thursday: whew long day. got some phu with the gang. after that we went to the mall, hung out with jessica D. i never see that girl anymore.... hmm. and cliff!! yes cliff hung out... but after awhile the mall starts to get a little boring, so we decide to go to blockbuster. aka. adam's house and get some DVD's to watch later at juliet's "studio" for some good wholesome fun. so i came home and watched Pepsi Smash. i saw myself a few times. cause i was wearing a white jacket so i stood out. but tash was shown hugging sean! it was awesome. i would totally go again. it was good times for sure. after watching that we all met back at juliet's casa to watch some movies and have a few drinks...the night basically turned into a drunk fest... haha especially with the 2 RED drunks. tui and ben. i sware they turn bright red all over...fun night. i love seeing juliet and esther, all them beatiful people. i miss them a lot. so it was good to spend some quality time together. congrats to NATASHA FRAVEL for feeling her first high for the first time! see big brothers are useful sometimes. haha. she was so cute. i love it. but yeah that was an awsome night...
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friday:...wel i am here starting my day off with writing in my journal for all you lovely people..so tonight. hopefully i will do some more partying. any ideas?? everyone have a fun and safe time tonight**latroz
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| casa de Tuazon...yet again |
[15 Jun 2004|02:39am] |
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sup...just wanted to post some pictures for u kids=) haha...as u will see i was a bit drunk...but hey. it happens right? so check em out yo!
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[14 Jun 2004|12:31pm] |
| How to make a allsmiles08 |
Ingredients:
1 part friendliness
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Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability |
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| derek and christekle here!!! |
[13 Jun 2004|01:08am] |
yo yo yo!!!!! its derek and christele!!!!! we are at my house. wand we are having a lot of fun anfd shit!!! i love it!!!! we had some dranks. and its good. we are chilled here playing with maxi pads. they are loads of fun. derek is great. he was my first kiss mother effers! yeah. he is so hott!!!! here is derek now:
so i'm here watching christelle being crazy. watching them test the absorbancy of maxi-pads is awesome. the walk to christelle's house is too friggin long. like fuckin 2 blocks...almost broke a sweat man. now christelle is looking for porn to watch, this intrigues me. errrybody is crazy man. so crazy. aw, christelle can't find any porn anywhere. it's a sad friggin day.
uh i dunno where christelle went. goodbye.
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♥MOVIES...MOVIES...MOVIES♥
1. Top Three Favorite Actors
- Johnny Depp
- Jim Caviesel
- Rufus Sewell
2. Top Three Favorite Actresses
- Kate Beckinsale
- Charlize Theron
- Lindsay Lohan…haha DON’T hate!
3. Top Three Favorite Directors
- M. Night Shyamalan
- Quentin Tarantino
- Oliver Stone
4. Top Three Most Attractive Actors or Actresses
- Brad Pitt
- Linsday Lohan
- Jude Law
5. Top Ten All Time Favorite Movies (No Order)
- Harry Potter
- Dangerous Beauty
- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
- The Goonies
- The Breakfast Club
- Donnie Darko
- Requiem for a Dream
- Almost Famous
- Back to the Future ALL
- Indiana Jones ALL
6. Best Three New Movies (Recently In Theaters)
- Harry Potter
- Shrek 2
- Mean Girls
7. Top Five Most Anticipated Movies
- Harry Potter 4
- The Sleepover. lol go Robeks!
- STEPFORD wives!
- Kill Bill vol. 2
- The Notebook
8. Top Three Crappiest Movies Ever Seen
- Joe vs. the Volcano
- Jurassic Park 3
- Scary Movie…ALL
9. Favorite Scene From Any Movie
- in the GOONIES…when they are in the well….GOONIES NEVER DIE!!!
10. The Movie That Scared You The Most
- …..ch….well I did jump in the Excorcist…that’s all. When she goes crazy down the stairs
11. The Movie That Made You Laugh The Most
- Along Came Polly…recently..lol
12. The Movie That Made You Cry The Most (If Any)
- Titanic and Armageddon
13. The Movie That Made You Think The Most
- Eternal Sunshine
14 The Movie That Made You The Most Uncomfortable
- (physically) Lord of the Rings, Return of the King…that was LONG and my tush was hurting
- (mentally) Monster
15. The Movie That Made You Feel The Best At The End
- The Goonies
16. The Movie That Made Fun of The Most
- Not Another Teen Movie
17. What Makes A Good Movie
- fun, different, intelligent directors who aren’t afraid to take a chance with a smart movie. Talented actors. A good story. Even if it doesn’t end with a happy ending and good music is a plus!
ADDED by christelle...do it BIOTCHES!!love u xoxo...♥
+ The movie with the best sex scene
- Monsters Ball…man Halle Berry went ALL out didn’t she??
+ The movie with the best kiss
- duh! Not another teen movie. with the old lady and the hot chic. now thats a kiss. could of used a little bit more spit though. dont u agree??
+ The movie with the best cast
- Oceans 11 hands down
+ The movie that has the best soundtrack
- Almost Famouse & Clueless
+ Top three action movies
- Transporter
- Kill Bill
- Resevoir Dogs
+ Top three funniest movies
- Along Came Polly
- Not Another Teen Movie
- Zoolander
+ Top three chick flicks
- Mean Girls
- Never Been Kissed
- Clueless
+ Best movie to watch while “not really watching” **wink wink**
- Cruel Intentions
+ Favorite child actor
- Dakota Fanning
+ Favorite independent or foreign film
- Chocolat
+ Favorite classic movie
- Breakfast at Tiffany's
+ The movie you have seen the most, how many times?
- Never Been Kissed, I know it like the back of my hand ive seen it probably more than 50 times
+ Next DVD you want to buy
- Along Came Polly
+ Have you ever seen a movie alone in the movie theatre...if so, which one?
- nope. never. fear #1=being alone
+ Who do you want to see get it on in a movie?
- Johnny Depp & Kate Beckinsale…only because I know that Johnny Depp is a whole new person in the bedroom, and I wanna see Kate’s wild side! She is so innocent
+ Best PORN movie name knocked off from a movie
- gotta be...Bend it Like Beckham... hahaha or "arm a get it on"
+ Blockbuster, Hollywood Video, or Fernando's room...LOL joke joke joke
+++++Lastly….if you could only bring ONE movie with you to watch on a deserted island…what would it be??? Never Been Kissed…I mean really… ive seen it so many times and I have yet to get tired of it!
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